Cerita Isnin

Sekarang aku tengah posting paediatrik. Walaupun ramai orang cakap posting ni menakutkan tapi bagi aku untuk final year ni, aku rasa seronok lagi fun untuk belajar mungkin sebab environment dah bertukar which is aku kat Taiping, alhamdulillah untuk nikmat yang Allah kurniakan. Tapi aku tak nafikan yang posting ni memang penat. Penat tu tandanya baik kan, maksudnya kita buat kerja. 

Nak dijadikan cerita Isnin baru-baru ni, aku exam long case. Long case ni memang ramai yang akan gementar la sebab dia ada sampai 3rd attempt. Semua orang akan doa nak lulus one attempt which is including me. Waktu dapat list name examiner 3 minggu sudah,  aku dah fikir negatif. Aku dah rasa yang I couldn't do this. Tak kisah la siapa pun examiner tu. Dan benda tu memang berlegar-legar dalam kepala aku sampai tak tau macam mana nak buang pemikiran tu. And yeah I did fail in my long case exam 2 days ago. I was sad but I know it was my fault. Because it was a common case, the child and examiner were good, so what was left? Me. Yeah, it was me who did not believe in her own self. Allah do really heard all my dua and granted them even not all but He knows the best of me. No doubt. 

I hope everything went well for my 2nd attempt regardless of who the examiner is, and I can do my best. Belajar rajin-rajin lagi tau. Lagi rajin dari sebelum ni. Everything is rezeki dari Allah. Don't lose hope. 

Smile.